The right direction

Sure, I've done some despicable things in my life, but honest to god I hate myself for them. I try to make things right, I do all that I can. I know I slipped up, but you really think i need you? Who are you trying to defend anyway? I am simply a man of instinct.

You know, I'm still young. If i can't make mistakes now, when can I? I know it wasn't necessarily right, but after a while, I've finally got my head in the right place. I've had some time to think and my mind is made up. I know who the people are that I want in my life, and you're not one of them. You are toxic.

I want to appologize to anyone who i've been a bit of a dick to at all, or even if i just haven't talked to you as much as I wanted to. I want to thank my friends who stuck by despite all my pigheadedness, you guys are great. I know it must be hard with me sometimes. Its probably pretty clear that alot has been on my mind seein as i don't usually type like this, but i just wanted to get it all out there. I guess what i'm trying to say, is i know the people I want in my life and I know where I'm going. What once felt like a sentence now feels like an adventure, and I can't wait.